what makes you so damn sure that your perfect??

1234 ahhhh what makes you soo damn sure that perfect huhh? 

I can't explain you just like a night mare I can't remember what makes you so damn sure your worth it? your just a bad trip I can't come back since last December. I walked into the room & you steal everyone I see I walked into the room & you killed everyone .... My someday's gone now bye bye just let go ... how do you figure that I'd let you cut me down right at the knees I fall like a dead man out of a airplane how do you figure I'd let your drag me around you've got my number ... draw me a story tell me a picture I walked into the room & you've had everyone & then you've walked into the room & some said everyone already knows .. my someday's gone now bye bye just let go. 

because even when I live a piece of me will die win some lose some she don't bare an eye .. maybe when I sleep I'll see you in my dreams ... forget about what today I'm gonna see you I walked into the room & you've fucked everyone & then you'd walked into the room & saw everybody already knows .. My someday's gone now BYE BYE.

Let It Go ... 

these are truly great words of wisdom by an amazing band the ALL AMERICAN REJECTS in situations like now a days TYSON RITTER nailed it down perfectly.

love always,

Joanna 

kreep deville

soo I have to wonder doesn't this person remind you of some body we all know who's been dating jackson rathbone ???

we don't know if he is still dating her or not nor if they are truly (GOOD FRIENDS) but one thing I do know is that she's not the type of girl that's you'd bring home to meet your folks.

I have found this is her stage name kreep deville 

love always,

Joanna 

she's back again

is it true could she be back again? I've been told sheila has moved back to florida and is living with her sister. However I've just seen a new picture of Jackson with his god daughter and you see a tattooed hand in the back ground cooking. turns out I am thinking after seeing some old photos of sheila she's back again.

what do you think could she be back again especially after seeing this picture that was just posted by shannon who went to visit jackson.

there is always a possibility they could just be good friends now too !

A New Year With New Happenings

Since its now already 2012 I have to admit I'm wondering what this new year has in store for me. Last year it contained my nephew being born, some amazing concerts, & I ended up seeing one of my favorite plays now out of all time called American Idiot & I ended up seeing Billie Joe Armstrong in NYC & then meeting last year the Plain White T's & the band of 100 Monkeys. I'm not sure if this year can top last year but I'm hoping there will be amazing things in store as well. So far my year started off early with some fanastic bands called: Parachute, Miggs, & Allison Park following me back on twitter. I'm still hoping the Plain White T's will be following me soon & also the band mates of the All American Rejects. I have found out actually that my brother's friend is the dentist for the band the AAR which is just epic to hear but he may be losing them as clients since he is moving back here in May. I know I can't wait to see more of the AAR's tour dates to be posted soon though because of there new album being released soon called: THE KIDS IN THE STREET - which one of the new songs on that album called: SomeDay's Gone - is just amazing and really catchy & has become one of my new favorite songs of there's besides the song Gives You Hell & Move Along.

I can say so far my plans are being made for this year though with some fun things in store such as a plan to hit NYC for a weekend trip sometime in the spring, going to Washington DC for a day trip maybe in april & also perhaps maybe going to Bamboozle fest or perhaps I'm hoping SBL in MAY. My nephew's birthday is in February which also is going to be epic since it's his first birthday & of course in August I'm going on a family vacation for a week. But I am curious if my Birthday extravaganza can beat last year's though it could be just as great as last year if I could meet this year Tyson Ritter, Mike Kennedy, Nickolas Wheeler & Chris Gaylor though & if I can actually be able to keep up and in contact with the T's that would just be alright by me too & also to keep in contact with the publicist for the 100 Monkeys as well.

I know lets see I do hope this year will also contain perhaps some new songs by the Plain White T's though & also perhaps a few shows too if they can or even some just webchats & even ustream performances too & perhaps as well a new album by 100 Monkeys & some new tour dates from them & perhaps a Baltimore Tour Date by Mechanical People as well.

But yep this is what I am hoping will happen this year & for this year's Birthday Extravaganza to be pretty darn FANTASTIC too.

Love Always,

Joanna

The New Career

As of this week I truly found a wonderful job that I actually love. Its at a daycare and I am the 3's teacher I am working with up to 6 little ones while in the afternoons after there nap time some of the 4's come over to my classroom. It's alot of work but soo worth it the kids need more work on one on one such as for there alphabet letters and there numbers and there colors. This makes me believe I will have to start from the beginning with them and go from there. They will be behind some what when they hit the 4's classroom especially because its soo late in the program and the year. But what else can I do right?

I mean if the children are that bad off and need that much work I've got to do what I've got to do.  The job is a full time job from 9 am until 5:30 pm & it takes up more of my time but I am so making a difference in these childrens lives & its rewarding to know that & how far they will go.  It has you think of that poem by Dr. Seus the one that deals with Oh The Places You Will Go . . . that poem is the perfect reference I believe to how in the end run the kids will be later down the road.  I know this new job has health coverage and or benefits to it as well and I get to go to the beach for a teacher/day care convention in May for it. So atleast those are benefits for it but some of the downsides of course to it is that well I have to sign up for a class at my alma moter college for a course I need to have done to finish my 90 hours for this job and also to allow me to become senior staffed as well.  Which is even more work right there for my time wise besides the other free classes my new coworkers will b taking together as well to keep updated and posted. 

Which yes it really has me wonder as well when can I & will I be able to go to some more concerts. Because I do miss my concerts as well such as seeing the Plain White T's again and also seeing 100 Monkeys I mean yes I'd love to see even Green Day or even Mechanical People & or even The ALL American Rejects too.  I know I'm off on the weekends now which is awesome & great & will allow me to go visit Aimée on some more occasions too at the beach as well.  I know with this job I have to let my boss know as well that in May I will also be going to Madison WI as well for the SBL which is still is a big deal, event, & a good cause. 

Alas I've got to leave for those who even read my blog & these posts thanks for reading and keeping me sane with allowing me to vent.

Breaking Dawn

is it just me or is anyone else out there stoked and ready for the newest twilight saga film called Breaking Dawn. Yes its true and yes to soo many extents its disgusting in thought that Jacob does in fact imprint on a baby in the story which happens to be Bella's daughter. Yes its true that Jacob had the biggest crush on Bella through out the whole saga too which is way disgusting in thought to if you really think about it. Yes its also true to say in fact that they were talking about a debate on whether they should be showing Breaking Dawn in 3D or not. My thought on that one is please NOOOOOOO thank you I don't need to see Bella giving birth in 3D. I know I am stoked to see how they manged to film the film too since it is actually my favorite book out of the series as well. I know it shall be great to see the new vampires in the series come to life on the big screen & to also see how everything comes to life.  I have been using twilight related quotes in preparation for the film for over a few months now while the count down has been happening. I know I had a chat today about the whole book series with some coworkers I suppose in all aspect yes I guess its true any girl really looks at the series like a romeo and juliet scenario to some extent because Bella wants to kill herself to be with Edward for the rest of her life so they can be immortal together. I guess it could be any girl's dream to fall for the bad boy aka the vampire and end up living with them happily ever after. The after math to that scenario are these: 1) if you have children and the sparkle how would you explain to your friends 2) if your husband sparkles how do you explain that to your friends as well? 3) if all you do is drink BLOOD & you are throwing a party with guests there that are actually HUMAN what in the heck are you going to serve and or how will you tell them what you are serving to eat? ( since we all know it would be BLOOD) 4) if you are going to become immortal what in the world will you do with all your spare time & of course how will you menuver over time without causing speculations & drawing attention to yourself and your family???

These are all my thoughts on and about this as well as the fact that well I don't believe vampires should really be Sparkly shouldn't they be pale and look like they are in pain like well Jasper Hale ??

Thanks all for listening to me rant about this & I hope to hear some of your thoughts on this too

is JACKSON RATHBONE really with SHEILA HAFSADI

So yes I know its been a few months since I've blogged and for that I am sorry to those who read my blog. I am back and ready to say what's on my mind again. Yes alot has happened and well to that I'm sorry to keep you all informed on. So here is what's now on my mind to those out there who know who Jackson Rathbone is here's the news on him. Apparently he has been spotted out and about with a girl with green hair named Sheila. I've heard the mixed stories about how those 2 met. Some are saying he met her at a freak show in cali others are saying he met her in Florida at the band called 100 MONKEYS show. I'm not sure which is the true place they met but ever since late July Jackson has been keeping in contact with her. He was last month spotted out in Rome with Sheila when Nikki Reed and Jackson were there promoting the new Twilight Saga film called: Breaking Dawn. Nikki was exploring with her new husband Paul & Jackson was out with Sheila. I'm wondering how those two have become buddy buddy so quickly so fast. Especially since he has taken her to Nikki's wedding last month, taken her to Rome & took her last nite to the Breaking Dawn premiere on that red carpet. I officially have to say I hope he doesn't pick her as the 1 because I feel in the end run out of it all he Jackson is gonna be used and hurt because Sheila is probably only using Jay to go further in her career and go up the ladder rather then where she is. Which I know I forgot to say of course there is more to the story between those two. Which is that Sheila is a burlesques dancer for the reckless dames, haha in other words... a stripper & was in Florida when she met Jay and then moved to Cali to be with him.

Yes its any girl's dream to move closer to the guy of there dreams but just don't use the person though to go farther with the career path you've chosen.  I know I want Jackson to be happy but he's not going to be happy with her because I know she's going to hurt him and break that heart of his.  I predict if his sisters knew n all about this girl they would smack some sense into him and would say really jay you can do so much better then this girl. I know I've heard also that she has taken innapropriate pics of herself in the bathroom on her cell too. The pictures I suppose were meant for jackson but still come on really that is so gross and inappropriate to post all over the internet too. 

If Jackson wants to look good in the public's eye and the press's eye with his career he better well dump this girl & find someone else that won't make him look bad in everyones eyes. All these thought have been on my mind and I am glad I have been able to  get them off my mind. I know there are more and other thoughts at hand to be discussed and said about which I will blog about later to read.
Here by the way is a photo of the lady Jackson has chosen.

here are some words I can leave you with from one of my favorite books: Now You Know. No One's Ever Loved Anyone As Much As I Love You....